forever (lil'abad)
loving someone forever is so silly and so unrealistic... whatever! i will still love 'my arab' for always and forever with all of my heart... his presence in my life makes me really, really, reallly, very  happy. i am proud to be his girl... he means the world to me.. i appreciate him and everything he brings into my life. ◕‿◕

ta3'eer (change)
it's amazing how a new environment can just change a person so extremely. how new friendships could be responsible for ruining a relationship. lately, i have been having this feeling, that 'my arab' is changing. part of me is denying it. but it is too strong and it seems i have no choice. more than a year ago, he moved to europe to work and his whole life changed after few months there. it made his world feels bigger. but the thing is, the bigger his world gets, the bigger my problems get, too.

na7eefa (thin)
are you dying to be thin? trust me, it ain't no fun at all. i am too thin, i weigh 90-92 lbs (around 40-42 kgs) at 5'2", and it makes me look like i'm dying. nah-uh, not really good! i have been super skinny my whole life, and looking back at my school days, i got a lot of teasing for it. my classmates, especially the guys, would often call me names like skeleton,

math3or (paranoid)
'my arab' and i had one of those "no-holds-barred conversations" the other night, and it goes a little something like this... me : tell me, what you dislike in/about me him: paranoid me : and... him: that's all *me embarrassed* me : and what you like

edmaan (addiction)
i always talk to 'my arab', a distraction-turned-addiction-slash-obsession that now takes most of my time. i cannot remember exactly when or how i found myself drawn into him. i just find myself completely engrossed with him. he is very, very addicting. the next thing i know i have been spending hours upon hours just