The Dumbest thing said to me this week......

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Wholeness....
I find it very interesting as you meet people how we sometimes make assumptions about their "wholeness" based on their job, their rhetoric, their passion, etc. We all are on a journey for completeness no matter the stage of knowledge, understanding, or wisdom. We can't assume a person has it all together just based on one or two things we're allowed to see.I find that some think I have it all together and I really laugh. Far from it. I'm still working through many issues. I'm still trying to find wholeness for me. I try my best to be open about my flawed ways so that people understand that its always a journey. We should always look within and make self correction.

Nothing Profound this way comes....
My blog is just simply an outpouring of emotion. my moment to scream.cry.love.vent....and be.At first, I wanted this to be a deep, profound journey through my thoughts. Its become just a peek inward. I'm troubled. I'm calmed. I'm complex. I'm simple. I'm weird. I'm normal. I'm Rhonda.what is seen...is just me.I've walked a journey through ups and downs and i'm still here witnessing how I continue to move through this world at times eyes wide open and other days eyes wide shut.I'd love to talk about race and sexism, love and hate......men and men. its all in my spirit. As the spirit moves, so shall I.I'm seeking

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