Either I should laugh or not.. Either I should smile or not.. Either I should cry or not.. I completely don’t know.. It is too late to realise now.. Sacrifications do not guarantee happiness.. Whenever old history knocks my head.. It will shatter my heart.. Too much pain and tears.. Too much sorrow and agony.. Embedded in the old history.. Which seems impossible to erase.. Ya Allah, please help me. My strength has breakdown.. Only You can save me.. From this friendship that full of illusion..