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Blog Name: HOOKED
Url: http://www.missygee-uk.blogspot.com
Language: English
Topics: drugs, relationships, real life
Description: My life and struggles with cocaine addiction and prostitution - past & present. My book, HOOKED is available to buy NOW online! and will be published in March 2010. See the Book Cover and Order your Pre-Publication copy on Amazon - just enter the name Clare Gee and Hooked will appear.
Popularity: 791 Followers

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Meaning Business & No Tengo Prisoners.
Right – I am sharpening my axe, taking no prisoners and I’m ready for combat; with myself. I’ve stepped into my armour. Decisions have been made, this is my assault rifle – and now I’m ready for whatever comes my way.Be warned people. When I get like this, I hold nothing back. I will eliminate any clutter, any junk that is not beneficial to my life, and the excess baggage will be eradicated. I will re-instate hope for myself, in the form of taking back control of my life. Right this moment, I’m biting into a big chunk of Gee pie and adding lashings of Selfish gravy. I’ve heard it can taste delicious in moderation. But only in moderation otherwise it has a tendency
Me, Many Days.
Does depression ever really leave you? No. Not as a whole. In parts, yes, for moments, yes. For periods of time one unwittingly gets off the blade that carves a groove into ones spine. And then there is still. Free from sickness is to be free of mind.My worries are my ill-health. My pain are my worries.Aloneness is crippling. But what of numbness? Is this delusion? What of staring?What of the chaos when the silence is not enough and screaming is unfeasible. I find comfort in visions of treacle flowing; my guts on the floor around me.I crave the freedom that endless sleep provides. All I ask is to feel love, from where I
Blue and Me.
Yesterday I had extensions put into my hair. I needed to have a change because I’ve been feeling odd. Infact, I’ve been going through what I consider an ‘episode.’ Extreme and quick changes in mood; tears, tears and more tears and feelings of acute aloneness, which manifest themselves in unbearable insecurity. I often go through this stuff. Insecurity can grip me and it can last for days making me feel physically anxious. When I go into this emotional place I feel a trifle mad. My head feels as though it is chattering negatively and I feel vulnerable because of that. These are the reasons I started taking drugs and drinking. Once an ‘addict’ stops using chemicals – you are
Treat Me Mean To Keep Me Keen ??
What is a girl to do when she’s bored of herself, life, and bored of not getting any sex? Wank? Well, yep, that’s one option – but nah, it’s not necessarily an orgasm I’m after – it’s a hot and sweaty body writhing against mine. It’s the scent of sweat mixing; breathe caressing my skin, a tongue soft and eager. A mouth to kiss. Blue is meeting me at lunch time.I will get a morsel - of the above. But I’m feeling a little detached from him. The reason? I simply cannot bear it when a man has the ability to make me happy and he doesn’t do as I want. There. I said it. I don’t care if that sounds spoilt or whatever – it’s honest, and ladies, don’t tell me
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