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Missing In Sight · 1d ago

Dear Me, I Hate You

These are things difficult to discuss because I'm afraid it will be thought I'm only seeking attention.  So when I say I don't want to talk about it, we really might need to discuss it but a...
Missing In Sight · 5d ago

Writing, Therapy, and Flashbacks

I don’t feel like conspiring to write brilliantly.  I don’t want to care that the creativity has gone out of me like a candle in the wind.  I think I shall never write again because we are n...
Missing In Sight · 1W ago

PAINKILLER

Things are quiet and subdued tonight.  Though I feel the need to write, words scurry away. I can’t wrap my mind around what is happening to me.  I listen to music; it is a salve to my soul.
Missing In Sight · 1W ago

Am I Reality? and What Not to Disclose to Your Therapist!

Missing In Sight · 2W ago

Home of the Not-So Brave

It’s been two weeks since I’ve written.  In that time I’ve lost a dear father-in-law to death, moved from a nice home to a cramped, crappy apartment, had an exhausting moving sale where all ...
Missing In Sight · 1M ago

Great Unrealistic Expectations

My dog Maybelline is stressing me.  She wants to go on a walk, and I just don’t have it in me to get off this couch, which makes me feel like a terrible pet partner.Taken from today’s journa...
Missing In Sight · 1M ago

Protecting the Protector

I want to write, and I want to call out Sheila to discuss without emotion and bias what is happening regarding Tina, particularly and her denial of D.I.D.I'll address my surmise of how Tina ...
Missing In Sight · 1M ago

Conversations with my imagination

Saw Therapist again.  It was another wasted session where I refuted that I dissociate or have the diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder.  To complicate matters more for me, he never ca...
Missing In Sight · 1M ago

A Gluttonous Hijacking of Words

I want to talk. I really, really do.  But it's just too late.   Games are all I can do, and I've been messing with you.  At least I'm honest. What a shame for me to annihilate chances to get...
Missing In Sight · 1M ago

When words just aren't enough