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My Second Plan A · 1M ago

I Feel ……

…… that I am at a loss. I’m at a loss for words. I’m at a loss for feelings. I’m at a loss for some kind of permanence in my life. Something to anchor myself to. Other than God. Yes, God is ...
My Second Plan A · 1M ago

Sometimes the Only Thing You Can Say Is ……

…… shit happens. That’s all I’ve got right now. It has happened before in my life. It is happening now. It will happen again. The one thing I’ve known for almost 10 years is this: there are ...
My Second Plan A · 1M ago

A Very Long Case of ……

…… the blahs. It’s what I have and what I’ve had for a long while now. Life isn’t bad. It’s ok. It’s just …… blah. I miss him. Still. And always. And forever. But it’s also beyond that. I th...
My Second Plan A · 3M ago

Mixed Feelings ……

…… is what I’m experiencing right now. I am so totally excited to be in NY full time that I can hardly wait. I’m having to make myself stop and focus on what has to be done before that shoul...
My Second Plan A · 3M ago

Stable ……

…… does not mean the same thing as stability. At least to me. And since I’m the one writing this, dear reader, we’re going with my definition. Stable, to me, has a sense of instability withi...
My Second Plan A · 4M ago

Thirty Four ……

…… years ago today we were married, Jim. Thirty four!! I should be teasing you about being so old now. But you’ll never be old. You’re frozen in time at 47. Fair? Nope. But it is what it is....
My Second Plan A · 4M ago

An Invisible ……

…… woman. I’ve discovered that’s exactly what I am. And I don’t think I’m alone. Before I continue I need to state that this is not a “woe is me” piece. It is what it is. And I think it’s pr...
My Second Plan A · 5M ago

Forever and a Day ……

…… is how long it seems since I last posted. Usually, when there’s not too much going on in my life …… I find it difficult to post. And then there are other times. The times that require too...
My Second Plan A · 6M ago

Dead Umbrellas, Shows and ……

…… a Houdini dog. That about sums up most of the last few weeks here in NY and in side trips. Here, in no particular order, are the shows I’ve seen: I love Kevin Klein and he did a great job...
My Second Plan A · 6M ago

It’s Been a Long Time ……

…… since I’ve written a post, and I’m not sure why. I think this is the longest I’ve ever gone between posts. Part of it is because I haven’t felt that I’ve had anything to say. Life has bee...