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My Second Plan A · 1W ago

Thanks ……

…… for the memories. I’m watching the “Carol Burnett 50th Anniversary Special” as I write this. The memories come flooding back whenever I see this wonderful lady. She was, and still is, my ...
My Second Plan A · 3W ago

Thankful ……

…… yes, I can say that I am thankful. Beyond thankful, actually. In spite of all of the crap that’s happened these last ten years. And truthfully, because of all of the crap that’s happened ...
My Second Plan A · 1M ago

Apartment 8J ……

  …… it’s time for me to tell you, my first NY apartment, goodbye. And while I feel a bit emotional …… there are no tears in this goodbye. That’s because I have nothing but great memories wi...
My Second Plan A · 3M ago

I Feel ……

…… that I am at a loss. I’m at a loss for words. I’m at a loss for feelings. I’m at a loss for some kind of permanence in my life. Something to anchor myself to. Other than God. Yes, God is ...
My Second Plan A · 3M ago

Sometimes the Only Thing You Can Say Is ……

…… shit happens. That’s all I’ve got right now. It has happened before in my life. It is happening now. It will happen again. The one thing I’ve known for almost 10 years is this: there are ...
My Second Plan A · 3M ago

A Very Long Case of ……

…… the blahs. It’s what I have and what I’ve had for a long while now. Life isn’t bad. It’s ok. It’s just …… blah. I miss him. Still. And always. And forever. But it’s also beyond that. I th...
My Second Plan A · 5M ago

Mixed Feelings ……

…… is what I’m experiencing right now. I am so totally excited to be in NY full time that I can hardly wait. I’m having to make myself stop and focus on what has to be done before that shoul...
My Second Plan A · 5M ago

Stable ……

…… does not mean the same thing as stability. At least to me. And since I’m the one writing this, dear reader, we’re going with my definition. Stable, to me, has a sense of instability withi...
My Second Plan A · 6M ago

Thirty Four ……

…… years ago today we were married, Jim. Thirty four!! I should be teasing you about being so old now. But you’ll never be old. You’re frozen in time at 47. Fair? Nope. But it is what it is....
My Second Plan A · 6M ago

An Invisible ……

…… woman. I’ve discovered that’s exactly what I am. And I don’t think I’m alone. Before I continue I need to state that this is not a “woe is me” piece. It is what it is. And I think it’s pr...