Hair Faux Pas...
This is what happens when your child is having a tantrum in the middle of a haircut - yes by me...the pictures say it all..

Ok...MidLife Crisis?
So I think I'm going through a midlife crisis. Grant it I don't have a porsche parked, nor have I booked that trip to Fiji by myself (ooh that's a nice idea), and I am NOT having an affair or anything totally ridiculous like that...but I did...get a nose piercing!My friends told

Psalm 42 - Sheesh...now I get this...
Psalm 42 I never truly understood this psalm until now. Now that I as a mother and a woman have been going through this valley of despair, loneliness, and even soul searching...I finally get it. My hope has been diverted to all the wrong things, the wrong people. Hope is in God - God's plans for me. What are God's plans for me as mom & a woman? When did the blinders go on? When did I lose sight of God's plans for my life? I have walked away alot from church and Godly people. There has been a stirring in my heart that had turned into bitterness. Over the past 3 years, much has built up inside of me. I have quite a few hangups with many people at churc

Long time no post...
I know it has been quite a while since I've posted anything probably due to the fact that the dumps I've been in hasn't really let up. I think I'm going through a midlife crisis at 38. Can it be? This cannot be happening with 3 children under the age of 6?You know you hear about men going through it and buying ridiculous boy toys that put the whole family in debt or they run off with a younger woman or something - but me? A stay at home mom? What are my freakin' options? I can't do any of that stuff...well I am not into younger women, but you know what I mean. (lol)So here is the conclusion I've come to...ready?Here are my solutions to my "stayathome-itis

Motherhood...help me
I am in a place right now that I don't even know how to put into words. I am overwhelmed. I think I'm going through some kind of depression. I want to hide. I want to sleep. I want to cry. When the kids are all crying at the same time I really want to grab my car keys and disappear. I don't know what my life is suppose to be like. Is this it? What I am feeling cannot be normal.Sometimes I think I have it "down" then there are days like today so ridiculous. I feel cornered by my marriage and my kids and like I have no plan for diffusion. I have my business and my husband hates it and argues with me constantly about it. Even though I've been in business for 5 years. It is the ONE