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I know that 2009 is going to be different from other years, and things will be much better than 2008. But at the same time I wonder if the same habits I am trying to break for years will keep cropping back in 2009. The same habits that have been holding me back.
It is interesting how, in many ways, we all lead a double life. On one side is the public self that we show to others, and then there is the self that is who we really are. In my case, while I try to project a sense of calm and successul on the outside, I [...]
This year I think that I definitely need to get out more. I am working her all alone at home, rarely seeing anyone and hibernating away. I suppose a lot of that has to do with my tendancy to hide away from people when times are rough, instead of talking to people. When things are [...]
I just dusted off and upgraded my blog that I have not posted to in a long time, and now that I am ready to post my first post, I clam up and become shy, not knowing what to say. I suppose I really have a lot of things to say, but am not sure [...]
Here I am staring at a blank page, thinking about what to write. It is so easy to write about the good times and the insights, but it is so hard to write about the rough times. Part of it, I suppose, is not wanting to show your weak side, your failures, and your your [...]
Someone recently asked me if I was still growing or not.
I lied and said yes… but inside I was saying no.
I really have not been growing. I am stale, stuck where I am, able to do much of what I currently do with my eyes closed.
I try to rationalize myself and say that I [...]
Its interesting starting a new blog or a new writing project. You do not know where to begin because there is so much to say.
I guess I should start with the motivations behind this blog and why I am posting this in the first place.
Time is moving too fast. I am nearly 35 and [...]
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