in the middle
is that where I am now?I rarely publish anything about the wedding preparation here right? And that is because I wouldn't. Not because I am not excited about it, nor anything about I'm not proud of my own marriage (which in fact I do) but I just don't like the world to know what's bugging me and what's not. Thank you very much, so far I could keep it under control (unless at the very least minute, I'm there banging at your door, then I need the major help)Anyways, this one is not about the preparation.But the feeling itself.Sometimes I wandered whether I'm fully ready

hip hipp hoorayyy!
my wedding gift from Ahsan came arrived earlier than we thought it would..!!so, apa lagi..*screaaaaaaaaammmmmmm joy!*jump jump up in the skyyy!weeeeeeeeeeeee =)

hope to meet you again next year
....and that goes for the months of Ramadhan & Syawal.Can't believe how brisk it ended. Swiftly, as I may put it. Could still remember the first day of Ramadhan when Sri & I were whining about the culture differences between Sabah and Semenanjung, and now marked the end of Syawal already? Sad. Not much open houses to attend (sorry friends, last year dekat UTP, this year jauh lagi ke Sabah pulak :/)However, I enjoyed the month with SBO's multi celebration as well as open houses from colleagues. At least takde lah rasa rindu rumah sangat =) Hari Raya is always something that I looked forward most, li

bye bye for now
... and I can just go kiss my airfare tickets to Kuala Lumpur for next Deepavali weekend off the effing window.*cries*

and when he's around, my heart stops.
When something good happens to me, it's always just too good to be true. Same goes like this weekend. Ahsan came and visited KK! and you have no freaking idea how excited I was. If it wasn't for the tight work schedule I had last week, I would've went around the office and wear the goofy smile all the freaking time.The plane was delayed though, and he landed approximately around 1230 late night. Chan & I were already waited while watching the Slumdog Milionaire just to kill the time. Later after, Chan Med Ahsan & I had the McD late night snack at Api Api Centre.(btw I swear to God mice found there were in their supersize & fucking