My recovery from an eating disorder. This time, I think I finally got it...
Wow, it’s been awhile since I’ve blogged. I miss this little blog. I’ve been so busy with my little projects with eating disorders to distract myself from using symptoms that I haven’t actually blogged about MY eating disorder. You know…I’ve becoming somewhat of a
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Hi. It’s been awhile since I’ve been on here. I’m doing a few other little projects that is keeping me feel like I am busy. Don’t forget important. That’s what I’ve been lacking ever since I quit working. So, to feel important, I do these projects that I make seem
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This is my next “project” I’m doing to kill time….making a directory for all things eating disordered. I’m finding some massive great FB groups/pages and blogs/websites. So much good info out there but nothing that I’ve found that has all the info in one place. We
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I’ve been crying. I (my body) just wrote a very sad letter to me. Go read it at: www.dearbodyletters.blogspot.com. I’m exhausted from the tears. I think I’m going to go curl up on the couch and watch the Hills season 2. I already dealt with the tears by eating….I definetly do
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I ate too much at dinnertime and my stomach actually hurts. I am so tired that I don’t really care.
I am reading Jenni Schaefer’s “goodbye ed, hello me” STILL. (I know) and just got to an assignment. I may have to do some of this now and then come back to it later because I’m rushed for time (kinda). Actually, I am being filmed in a documentary today. A smoking documentary.
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You can read my new blog (DEAR BODY) which is also on facebook too at: FB FANPAGE. Stop by and become a fan. PRETTY PLEASE? I’m not going to explain it on this blog, but I’m doing an experiment that I KNOW will cause me to recover from this fucking eating disorder that I have decided [..
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Jeepers….I’ve gone to xanga yesterday and today to get thinspo inspirations. Stupid, stupid, stupid….really stupid. I wrote Dirk an email and told him what I was doing so I’d quit it. It helped. I just couldn’t fricken help it. I ended up going to the website my calorie
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Okay….new year, new life. I have high hopes for this new decade. High hopes, I’m telling you. I signed up for my first 5k. Scary. Today I trained for it. Scary. I’m just scared that I’ll give up and fail. I’m going to face that fear and try with all my heart to do this
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Well, this has been about 2 weeks of pure depression…sleeping all the time, not caring if I’m eating or eating too much….just major depression. Steve and I went and talked to Dirk yesterday. We’re having “issues”. Not really anything too major but it sure helped u
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