finding happiness

you thought I was naive and I thought I was strong
in matters of the heart, my track record is not so good.I have given too much, too fast, too freely, too naively.but that is who I am and I don't apologize for it.I like the fact that I can accept, even like, flaws in peoplebecause no one is perfect and it's easier for me to accept flaws in the beginningthan to find out about them years down the road.that, my friends, is devastating.it throws you for a loop and makes you question your very beingand all the while it has nothing to do with you.I am trying oh so hard to be a good lover this time around.I think, for the most part, I do a pretty good job.I think that there a

come 'round child, let's talk.
I haven't written much latelynot that i haven't had things to say,they just wouldn't make any sense to anyone that wasn't in my head.so I try to refrain from making your brains hurtby trying to decipher what I am actually talking about.I am 32.I am a mother, who has had the blessing of getting to live the life I really want to.I have had some rough times, but at the end of the day, this is my opportunity to "do it".to "be all that I can be", to "go where my dreams may take me"and all those other bullshit cliches.but they aren't totally bullshit.there is a bit of truth in them.I struggle to decide what I want