D-Vlog It
I still got it. Here's a random Dancing Vlog that occurred after I took the pot pies out of the oven last night._________________A Lil Business:Josh and I were talking (over pot pies last night) and we're feeling even more passionate about our care packages that we send out. So if you know anyone who has experienced a pregnancy loss, infant loss, or adoption loss, please email me their address: yayaorangenanny@yahoo.com

Attempt At Rhetorical Clarity....(?)
The recent events in my life have caused me to pause and process. They have been, by far, the worst moments of my life. (That is a bold statement for me to make, considering I've lived through several types of abuse, being ostracized from family, living with severe OCD, Infertility and pregnancy loss, and living with a chronic illness).Two weeks ago we experienced an extremely tragic death in the family. I can't get into details, but trust me when I say tragic. We then got "the call" that we were chosen as adoptive parents for a baby boy due any day. This

Help My Wife
To Everyone who my wife has helped. She is very upset about the events that have occurred over the past few days. She posted how she felt and she was attacked by several individuals because she expressed her feelings on her blog. Yaya needs all the support that she can get. So, please send her your love and compassion. She will not be blogging for a few days, but hopefully people know their roles and will keep their hurtful and stupid comments to themselves. She gives her life to helping people who have lost their future babies...so please if you feel you need to comment about how she is wrong for being upset...WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT IN THE LAST WEEK!Thanks her lov

F*CK THE WORLD
Gone in an instant. Our baby's birth mother decided to parent. She didn't even tell our case worker. The social worker for the hospital called our case worker today to check in and didn't realize that we didn't even know. She had her baby this past weekend and kept him. He's gone.I thought for sure that was my baby. I thought for sure it was finally MY time. What The F? Why did they even bother telling us?? Why did I get my hopes up? Why did I believe that this was it? Why did I allow myself to fall whole-hearte

We're Having A Baby!!!! NEXT WEEK!!!!!
We're still out of town, but I had to sneak online and tell everyone our exciting news!!!!Friday at 4pm (ok, 3:58pm to be exact ;) we got "THE CALL" from our agency. A local birth mom chose us to be the adoptive parents of her baby boy. It gets better! Her baby is due November 24th, but she's currently 3 cm dialated!!!We are over the moon with joy! We've never been happier! We told all our family last night (which was also my Dad's birthday. What a birthday present, huh?)Everything is happening so quickly. We are living off a sleep deprived week of tragedy. Going from lowest